my god

nice understood confirmed

you're too smart for shy

theres a pattern here

i can feel what i'm told to

i don't want to

the blades of grass stare me down

they judge, for death

the death of life, of breaths, of suns

can i begin to continue to care

you've always been right 

and i've always felt it

we connect like that, us two

softly, slowly we can embrace the god

the god we should cherish and bow to

the god thats given you everything

enjoy him while he lasts

thank you God

non-existant necessities

we can't all agree, i know.
but how so quickly does the opposite turn into rage?

its necessary to find a common field to rest your head
you don't need me, you don't need me

then and before there are things you know
can these things be said?
or should they have remained unknown.

junk thought brings the soul mind peace
as inebriation brings pulsing warm comfort through blood

this is an escape to become who i'm not
flowers wilt and shed
just to grow, wilt and shed
      difference.
is there a difference?

shed your self, shed your needs, shed everything you know you need.
you'll find something, i know - you might even find something worth living for.

[the trees the air the beaches - they know no scare]

shed your clothes, you're beautiful, see?
what else should matter but you and me?
can't you see? can't you see?
you're lost without beauty but its lost without thee.

you are not free

--recent thinks--

i mean the truth, i tell the truth
falsification same. name. roots.


naked woman in a brown skirt
don't tell me now, tell him first
specks of glass circle below


can you see the world through my eyes?
the colors, the reds, the greens.
my blues?

i understand deepness, but not faith.
deeper deeper. can you see as deep as me?

nothing makes sense when everything should.
                             right?

theres notes and tones and lights and flights
where when why?

who knows? you?

god doesn't know. figment. imagination. connect the dots.
i'm sorry, i shouldn't expect so much.

WAKE UP

he made us, but i'm currently making me?
not falling for it.

dandelions make and smell like my heaven.
that's what heaven is.
my heaven is my man.

government freedom doesn't exist. you are not free.
youarenotfreeyouarenotfreeyouarenotfree
religious freedom doesn't exist. you are not fucking free.
wrapped around a nonexistent finger.
do you feel well?

i do